A new leaf..

It's time to turn over a new leaf. I have been negative about all the bad things lately and I am tired of it. So, screw it. Everyone deals with crap right, some worse than others, but it still sucks regardless. So I am changing my outlook. Life is good, I have amazing friends that care so much for me and my family. And of course, my family loves me and I am grateful that I am healthy and I can provide for them. My sons are great, obnoxious, but great and so is my daughter. She is a spitfire! I love it. :) She is such a cutie, how can you not be happy with that.
The surgery is Monday, and although scary. God will get us through this, and it should mean better things for J. Once he gets through this he will be in a better place. That means much better times for all of us. We all like a Daddy who feels better and then we can all have fun. So wish me luck, being down is just getting old.